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回忆高中生活(highschoolmemories)
oh..imissmyhighschoolagain...thosegoodolddaysandthosehardolddays...ididn'tlikeitwheniwasstudyingthere...ithinkallchinesewhoexperiencedhighschoolwouldhavethesamefeeling...howhardandstressfulthedaysinhighschoolare!
everydayigotupatnolaterthan6:00,andthenidugintostudywithfeverpitch.fromtimetotime,ifearonceilayoff,iwouldlagbehind.wesleptatmid-nightafterallday'sstudy.everydayitrytopush110%ofmyselfintothegruelingstudy.itookashortnapatnoonandthen,immediatelyafterthat,anotherperiodofhard,hardstudybegan.everyday,itjustseemedthattheclassroom,theschoolcanteen,andthedormwereouronlyhangaround...therewasnoonesingleminutethatournerveswererelaxed.theonce-per-monthbigexamwasonthepointofkillingus.soeverydaywewerepreparingforexams.itwasallnoexaggerationtosaythatwewerenotgivenonesecondtotakeadeepbreath.
howhardlifewas!ah...butridiculous.ididn'tevenlose1kgeveniflifewasthathardtome...sometimes,ijusthopedthatthecollegeentranceexaminationtestwouldfallearlier,sothaticouldbefreefromallpain.andididn'twanttocareabouttheresult.goodorbad,itrulydidn'tcare.ijustneedfreedomandrelaxation.lifewaskillingmeatthattime...
justafteritookthecollegeexamination,whichwasontheafternoonofjune10,2004,maybeexactlyat11:00,iwaselated..ineverfeltthiselatedbefore!!!!atthattime,ifeltlikeiamafreegirlafterbeingshackledfor1000years!
atthattime,webothscreamedoutloud!!!weneedthehardscreamtogiveventtoallofourpent-upemotionsforafewyears!alltheyearsofhardstudywasinpreparationofthe2.5days'exam.whenwecamebacktothedorm,wejusthadthestrongimpulsiontotearapartallbooks,sothatwecouldfeelbetter.actually,iwasonthepointofdoingthat.butlater,iwithdrew.ilovedbooks.theyweremymemoriesofthosetoughdays.
3years!howfantastic!!!ithasbeen3yearssinceigraduatedfromhighschool!howincredible!!! alltheyears,ihavebeenappreciativeofallthepoepleimet,andoftheachievementiobtained,thoughnotmuch.ifeltlikeasaperson,iwasbeingbetterdaybyday.ihavebeenlearningfromeveryoneandeverypossiblechannel.andoverthepastoneyear,ilearnedmost.ifeltsogoodatit...andihavebeensohappy...
iamgoinghomethismorning.butmybesthighschoolfriendhadsomethingtodo.thenwearedelayingourschedule.iameagertoebacktomyhighschoolandtakemorepicturesofit.thoughithasbeenfirmlyinmyheart,iamstilleagertoseeitmore,thesameasiameagerto...see....more...hhahaa
oh..igotthecall..isouldleaveforhome...goodgoodvacationtoall!